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He Said She SaidThursday, August 28, 2008 NOTE: Play Sound Effects and Overdramatics by The Used in the background while reading this. **** Here's one thing I cannot comprehend. If you want to bitch, go ahead and bitch. I really have no qualms about that. I mean, everyone bitches about their friends don't they? And some even bitch about their closest ones too from what I've learnt - through word of mouth, the Internet, voicemails.. But what I don't get it is, why would you want to sprout such falsity during your sessions? It's one thing to bitch about someone when he annoys you by not paying you back the money that he owes for months (plus he said he'd return the moment his paycheck comes), or by confiding in you for every single little thing to the point that it annoys you, or whatever way.. but it's whole different story when you start saying things that aren't true. Like I said, if you wanna bitch, just bitch. Use FACTS, didn't you learn that with any arguments you might have or want to voice out, you need to back it up with cold hard facts? But seriously, telling people that Jane (made it up, can't think of any other) is one who believes in "xxx", when in actual fact of it all, she believes in "yyy"? It's even worse that you and Jane are close friends and that you've been with her all this while when she was going through so much trauma when she lost something she loved so dearly. She told you her problems. She let you into her life and you know her so well. But what would make you spread such lies that would ruin her reputation? Are you jealous of her? Has she been neglecting your feelings? Did she steal your boyfriend away from you (or vice versa, and if you did she's the one that should be bitching about you, slut)? Even if the answer to those questions is a "Yes", it doesn't give you the fucking green light to tell people (or a person) that Jane believes in something that is totally false and opposite of what she really believes in. That's just slander right there. Goes to show how much you know Jane, huh? Worse still, it's YOU that appears to believe in "xxx", not Jane. Secrets; everyone has them. Sometimes you can't help but share it with your (supposedly) best friends. For example, Harry talks to you. He trusts you with his heart and knows that you will keep the secret between your ears and his ears, and he specifically told you not to tell people because it could ruin his reputation. Background info? Sure. There was this one secret that Harry told you that was, well.. he didn't explicitly tell you not to tell anyone, but it was a no-brainer that he doesn't want people to know either; not that it's something to be ashamed of, but because he has his right to his own privacy. But hey, you're a loudmouth so you go ahead and talk about it openly about Harry's secret. WELL TOO BAD YOU GOT CAUGHT ANYWAY. But it's okay he forgave you and hopes that you won't do it again. Anyway, back to that other secret, despite letting Harry down once before, he still told you because you are, afterall, a close friend. But nooooo, you decided to double-cross him again and break the oh-so-hard-to-build trust. You go all out telling people. But hey guess what, Harry found out again, from the person that you stupidly told! (cue: Beethoven's Fifth Symphony) When Harry asked you indirectly, you just pretended that nothing happened and that everything's cool, and gave an answer that was pretty fucked up. It's quite sad for Harry, eh. He trusted you again and yet you turn your back on him. For what? Who knows; maybe you're jealous that he's so hot, so hip, so happening.. maybe you think that he's too rich for you, or maybe you think you're too emo for Harry. What a great BFF you turned out to be, hey! Well, sorry Harry hasn't been hanging out with you anymore not "because [he doesn't] wanna hang out, cause really, that's not the case." He won't leave you lah, because "you are [one of those] that [Harry] hope[s] would stay in [his] life forever." Yeah, sure. 
42 Hours LaterWednesday, August 27, 2008I've been up since 2pm on Monday. If you think like my Mom and figured that I've been on drugs, well, you're so wrong. I've just been up doing things that are very non-productive, and it just so happens that the non-productive stuff I do take up a lot of my time. But wait a minute, if it's non-productive, it should mean that I don't produce anything and that it doesn't benefit me in any sort of way, right? Did I mention I'm on holidays for the next 3 weeks before my internship begins? Uhhuh. So if doing non-productive stuff to kill time, that means I'm productive because I actually manage to kill time by doing non-productive stuff! :D My brains are fried, so really, please pardon my stupidity. I'm guessing my intelligence just deteriorates with every second that I'm still.. conscious. ANYWAY, on a more productive note, Jolene openly waged a video war on me. We haven't exactly come up with the rules per se, but whatever it is, we're just supposed to make videos lah; of what exactly, we don't know yet! Haha, for now it's just lip syncing.. like, really bad, lip syncing. So bad that it is equivalent to that of Ashlee Simpson! :o Okay, here we go.
Like Serena van der Woodsen.Tuesday, August 26, 2008 Like Serena van der Woodsen's return in the first episode of Gossip Girl, I am back too. Gee I haven't really been blogging as much (if you haven't already noticed the 11-month hiatus) here ever since PseudoPath.Org was shut down. I had a few reasons though, and I know I'm going to sound really, really practical. The whole domain was given to me by a good friend of mine from Secondary School, Zhen Guang, as a birthday present back in uh, let's see.. 2005 or 2006 if I'm not wrong. And I've never had to pay for unlimited bandwidth and almost-unlimited space, until there were a few complications within the company. So there was a change of staff and shit, and my domain was expiring soon. I asked some people some questions, and well, they wanted to charge me quite a hefty price to continue using the services. I decided to shut it down. I mean, with all the benefits a domain brings (i.e. uploading almost any kind of files from images, sound clips, songs, porn.. you get my drift), there are still the free uploading shit services online (which usually sucks because there's a limit, or it lags, or something fucks up). I decided to shut it down and move over to LiveJournal. Ever since it shut down, and because of my lack of intelligence to back up all the photos, if you were to read any posts from my archives, you will notice that many, if not all, the pictures are missing/broken/etcetera. Boohoo for me, I know right? Like I was saying: I decided to move over to LiveJournal. I became aquainted with it, and actually felt more comfortable pouring my feelings there. Though most of the time the posts were pretty much ambiguous, it was still personal. Haha I bet if I were to re-read them, I wouldn't understand 75% of the shit I've written (that was a lie). And oh I signed up for photobucket too, and I've been active on Facebook, and my Friendster is pretty much non-existant already... And now I'm back here, blogging on The Once PseudoPath.Org turned The Bedroom Sessions and well, I want to start doing what I enjoy again. . . . . . . . . . . Okay enough with the explanations and shit. The past year or so, has been.. one heck of a roller-coaster ride (so cliche, but really). I'm really glad I've got friends like Jolene (OMFG GONDU I LOVE YOU XOXO SEE YOU TOMOLO) to help me see through such an ordeal. I fucked up my Sophomore year in Polytechnic, causing my grades to suffer horribly. But hey, don't get me wrong, the past year wasn't all bad. I had some really fucking good times as well. Memories will be memories anyway. I think I've changed over the year too. I.. smoke more, drink more, eat more (I cannot believe how fucking huge my appetite is now), party more.. Haha. I managed to pick myself up slowly during Senior year, and look where I am now. I AM DONE WITH STUDYING FOR THE NEXT 2 TO 3 YEARS. I'll be heading for my internship in the middle of next month, so that will be something to look forward to. Trips at the end of the year, plus the middle of 2009 as well. It's going to be one heck of an exciting journey ahead. If you don't already know, I've already hit the 2-0 last February. I didn't have a whole humongous extravagant party like I did for my 18th; I just had a very quaint little dinner by Clarke Quay with my close friends. Oh, and I went to Genting after that dinner too. I'm so old, I can almost feel my fucking bones aching. So much harm's been done to this petite little body of mine. Haha. Okay whatever, my 21st birthday is coming. Hoorah for me?
Soon.Tuesday, August 05, 2008Guess who's returning to the wonderful world of blogging!
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