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GraduationWednesday, May 13, 2009Today is the day my life begins. Today I become a citizen of the world. Today I become a grown up. Today I become accountable to someone other than myself and my parents; accountable for more than my grades, today I become accountable to the world, to the future, to all the possibilities that life has to offer. Starting today, my job is to show up wide-eyed and willing and ready. For what? I don't know. For anything. For everything. To take on life, to take on love, to take on the responsibility and possibility. Today, my friends, our lives begin. And I for one, can't wait. Grey's S05E22
When Things Go Bad..Monday, March 23, 2009.. you just want to find a way to forget them. Either that, or you want to find answers to questions.. or you want to find someone, or something to relate to. You find comfort in songs that speak your life and how you're feeling or what you're going through now. You watch shows that you find therapy in. Other times you just try to figure out who you are. I don't know, like I said I'm still trying to find out who I am. I like James Morrison, Anna Nalick, A Fine Frenzy, Lisa Loeb, and more. I like watching Grey's Anatomy and Private Practice. I like reading horoscopes on various websites on my own sign and others. I like doing personality tests to find out about myself. Kinda sad that I actually have to do personality tests to figure out who/what I am. On other days, I just ask people to give me their brutally honest opinion of me. Actually, I also don't know where this post is going.
Blogging FailWednesday, March 18, 2009..and so I started blogging again for a while, and then disappeared again. I know, EPIC FAIL.. Well I'm back here, at 6 in the morning, sitting in my dining room and sipping on a cup of hot cocoa that has gone cold since 2 hours ago, and listening to the still of the night/morning (as well as the ticking of the clock that I so want to throw out). I've turned 21, but I didn't make it a big deal this year because, I couldn't. My luck this year is horrible, and we're not even halfway through yet. I'm a full-time bummer now, and I've been trying to find some meaning in this matrix we call life. I don't have a goal. I don't have an aim. I'm pretty much just wasting space, air and natural resources (well Singapore doesn't exactly have them). This is exactly what I picture myself to be doing when I'm 70. That's why I do not want to live to a ripe old age and watch all my friends and family die one by one. I do not want to end up like the uncles who just walk around aimlessly, take buses with no destination or sit at the coffee shop drinking kopi (or beer most probably) and talking about the things we should have or shouldn't have done with my other dying buddies. If I were to be like how I am right now (i.e. with no direction in life) when I'm 70, I'd rather be dead (on the dancefloor). Oh yes and then there's the up-side to being old and (almost) crippled: travelling and experiencing different cultures and wonderful things like that. Honestly, do you think when I'm 70, I'll be that fit or capable to get on a plane and walk around India and discover their hidden gems and colourful garments, or walk the whole of the Great Wall of China, or go sky diving? Okay maybe. I mean, technology is advancing so fast these days it's pretty hard to catch up (or not). I have no point in this entry, except to remind myself that I have no direction. Oh wait, maybe that is my point?
The Still of the NightSunday, January 11, 2009It was one of those nights again - booze, company, being aimless and talk - till 6 in the morning. I mean, it got me thinking again - about life and all. I don't know why but it's really a pressing issue for me. I don't know about the other 21-year-olds-to-be, do you feel like that too? Tell me I'm not the only one, please. Or am I?
If You're A 90s Kid..Tuesday, January 06, 2009..you would find this familiar: I know right? It brings back loads of fond memories from the 90's. I think this song was released like, what, 1996? I was only uhh, Primary 2. Whao, that was the right about the time when I carried super heavy bags and liked Power Rangers (actually I secretly still like them, but the older ones when they still had Jason, Billy, Zack, Trini and Kimberly). On a side note, I think they looked pretty hot (back then).
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